6:05 p.m. - 2006-09-23
Hello Again, It's Me...
It appears that I once again have enough emotional vomit that I need to have a private place in which to vent it.
I've missed you guys.
Update: I now live in San Antonio, TX., with my boyfriend of 18 months. Whom does not, and probably never will, love me. Why? Captain Ron will probably be the one to most vehemently question this, but I have no clue. I think something is wrong with him.
Know what love is? Love is not pushing your smelly boyfriend into bed after he's barfed all over himself, the inside door and outside of your car as he hung his head out your window on the way home from a bar. Instead, it's stripping him down in the laundry room, bathing him (washing his hair and his butt and all, paying good attention to his facial hair, which probably had a decent amount of vomit residue), dressing him (reminded me of dressing my son when he was four years old in the early hours of the morning, "Arm, Other Arm, Foot, Foot, Lift Your Butt", etc.) and putting him to bed like a little baby. That was my night last night.
I'm not an idiot. Why do I stay? I'm a broke college student now, and he pays the rent. I should be done with my degree in Medica1 Assi5ting by June of next year. Then baby, it's going to go like this, "I love you more than anyone I've ever loved, save for my son and Heath3r, but I know you didn't think I would wait around forever for you to love me back. I deserve mutual respect and love, just like anybody else."
A series of long stories will be posted here over time. Again, I've really missed you guys.
Love,
Me
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