1:52 p.m. - 2006-10-04
Had to pull this off of my$pc3 blogs
(because somebody was pissed that there was a blog that some people had permission to read, save him. I wrote this Tuesday. I think.)
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I guess I may be coming back to Cali soon. I'm not sure how much longer I can live this lie. I don't know who this person is that I once professed to love, and who once professed to love me.
I found boob pictures of a girl we knew on his computer a couple of weeks ago. Today, I was looking for pictures he took of Charly and I last night and somehow I found more that was not previously disclosed to me when I confronted both him and the girl. There was a video of her playing with her ginormous boobs. And a picture of her vagina. And yet more pictures of her boobs. ALL of them stamped with dates that I WAS STILL IN CALI WHILE THAT MOTHERFUCKER WAS HERE IN TEXAS. Oh whoops, I was going to cut down on my swearing.
I'm not sure why I decided I was half ok with their excuses before. She said she hadn't met me yet and didn't really know about me (which is BS, since we've been together almost 18 months now), and he said that the dates must have been wrong, they must have been older than what they were because he'd been moving pictures around. (To give some background, the dates do matter because I was uncomfortable the first time she sent pics, which were just boob pics in May, and I didn't say anything so that was my bad. The 2nd time I said something, so he should have just fessed up and said he had a video and a twat shot, too.... because then it would have seemed like he really thought that I was ok with it, which isn't so bad, you know?)
So where and what now? I have yet to decide. I'm not going to do or say anything right now, other than sleep on the couch and rebuff his attempts at sex. I'm just not sure I can hang in there anymore. God how I hate him, because this is going to mean temporarily quitting school.
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